That's what my mind said when I saw the facebook profiles of the women I supposedly dated long ago.
4 years my dear, and my eyes was all on you. No other woman. Just you. I only flirted with them before because I wanted to get over you so bad. But no, it did not help. It actually never did.
Its funny seeing those women made me slightly regret the wrong decisions I made regarding my love affairs for the past 4 years. I should have dated her. I should have chosen her. I should have been so much happy. My heart should have been in a better place now.
But like what I always say, I never regret everything I've done for her. Only some of it, but not everything. If not because of her, I still wouldn't know how to love myself first before others. I learned all the important lessons of life especially in love because of my experiences with her. The experience was all worth it because it helped me to become a better person.
I just regret the time I wasted chasing the wrong person. Those women were exactly what I needed. They are extremely beautiful, intelligent, appealing and has a great sense of fashion and music tastes. And oh, Did I mention they were also bisexual or lesbian femme? Hahaha! See! They were really the perfect type for a person like me to date. But don't get me wrong, the person I loved was also beautiful, heck if you asked me 9 months ago I'll tell you that she is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my entire life. Hahaha! And she will always be beautiful for me. Always. Just subtract the feelings I've felt for her before :P
Sadly, It was already too late for me when I learned my lesson. And when I finally moved on from her. All the women I liked before already have their own girlfriend/boyfriend *sigh* I really wasted a lot of good chances. But at least now that I'm more mature, I can finally become the best girlfriend to the next person I love.